Forum - RE: Gano-Soup Experience of MintZhi - Strengthen Kidneys with Dried Ginger - 3

Thank you so much!!

After getting very hot after I woke up I haven't been hot once today. I had to change my bed because my sheet was wet. I must have perspired without realizing it during the night!!! Or when I woke up - I don't know!!!

Interestingly - ha ha - I have swapped one set of symptoms for another!!!

Instead of being full of heat I'm FULL of wind!!! You have to laugh!!! Bloated stomach and puffing both ends like a steam train!!!

I had another heavy heavy but interesting and I think exciting session with my therapist again today!!!! Next one on Monday!!! Hope hope hope I'm getting to the end of this!!!!!

Again thank you for your care, time and excellent advice and help :)

Love the smileys - hey first time I've been able to add one

I'm full of a slight headachy cold guys!!!!! And my neck ACHES - for days now!!!!

I rarely have colds. Unfortunately when I do the danger is of it going to my lungs. Twice in the last three years I had to have an emergency doctor and it took a long time to go away!!!!!

I have to go out now for my soup ingredients. I couldn't yesterday!!! (I just finished my last soup). I really don't feel up to it but it's important. Then I'll rest. I'm on with drieing the ginger!!

The intense heat I felt is much much much less now. When I wake up and occasionally thereafter. I keep feeling cold now (an inside cold - not really to do with clothing-though I can warm up with intense movement or plenty blankets). Which has mainly been my situation in life. For quite a few days I was flitting between being cold and being sweaty hot or heat hot :/

Ah - I'm sitting here with just a towel round me after having a warm bath. I was comfortable for the last 10 minutes but the heat is building up again. My skin cold to the touch but I'm hot. My body temperature just seems somewhat wild!!!!

Any Asian style advice for the cold gratefully accepted. Will drink and rest and keep on with my soup etc.

Think my body processing energetic changes from post traumatic stuff and regenerating from mushroom and nutrients. Sure all is good!!! It's flippin long and hard work. Never mind.

Thanks guys x x x

I had another MASSIVE session yesterday with my psychotherapist!!! We were both - should I say - shocked with the enormity of the effect of what happened to me. All I can say right now is that how we are created is unbelievably amazing!! How our bodies deal with horrific situations to SURVIVE is nothing short of miraculous - also - without the right help - contra productive - the same protection can become destructive!!

Yesterday on the forum I read about emotions. For example - the emotional reactions to the soup (or the effect the soup has on the organs) and being honest about it etc.

Well I've been WIDE AWAKE since 4 o clock. It's 6:40 now and I'm still awake. I need to be asleep. One of my daughters comes later today. If it had been 8 o'clock - I would have been THRILLED with how I felt. It's the best I've felt in years!! Can you believe I cleaned my bath and wash basin, tidied around, wrapped up and put away my washing - then at 5:30 I thought - better go back to bed - I need my energy for later. I listened to something that usually enables me to nod off!! But no - I can't sleep!! HOW ANNOYING!!!

So I have all these thoughts and emotions rolling round in my mind so I thought - I'll put them on the forum. I'm sorry. But as I've said in the past - if it helps me get back in life - I'm all for it - and VERY grateful for the help you wonderful people give me to heal. I'm sorry to take up so much of your time though. I just hope I'll do the same for others very soon!!

In one second it was if something in me just realized hundreds of disappointments. I cry as I write this. I've always been a very positive person. My cup is half full NOT half empty! A Chinese doctor once said to me - if you thing positively (have to think positively) - there's a problem. I think I understand what he meant now!!!!

I'm disappointed in human nature - yet I'm not - look at the help you give me. I'm so disappointed in my parents. Yet I'm not - they were amazing. I'm SO disappointed in one of my daughters for certain things - though she is amazing in many ways. I'm so disappointed in myself - but how can I be - I could actually write lyrical about my courage, love for life for people etc etc. but what a disappointment I am for myself for friends for my family. And yet I'm not. But I am!!! I feel I want to scream from the mountain tops about the upsetting things I've observed from the very people I love - myself included - oh my word - I'm so upset about it. But no - we have to be positive. We have to see the good. I don't know what to do with it all. Being realistic is almost unbearable. What do I do with all these feelings. Reality is to a very large degree - horrible, unbearable. And you see the consequences and you can do nothing about it!!!! I'm sorry - I might just need to express this - I can just picture my lovely friend Ganoderma saying something like - that's not you - that's your kidney or liver or whatever organ. Ganoderma - I hope so!!!

How do we do this life. This shit. This wonder. This frustration. Right now I am SO disappointed in life. Please allow me to say this. Please. What food do I need to strengthen what organ. It's funny. I don't feel angry. Just SO sad. Somewhat helpless. Such mixed feelings.

Well I don't feel any better for expressing my feelings. Maybe I'll get some good advice because of it though.

So now I feel embarrassed that I feel what I feel. That I've taken up so much of your time having to read this. It makes me feel selfish. I already want to justify myself - ie. well I know what the answer is. Yes I do that already. I know that's why this happens etc etc etc.

I actually DO feel very annoyed that I'm so tired but that I could only sleep 4 hours. I might as well stay up now and let my annoyance fuel me getting some jobs done. But my annoyance wanes as I say this. But I am SO annoyed. I need energy today for one of my daughters coming.

My cold is not as bad as it was. I'm wondering which soup I should make today.

I actually do feel better having written this on here.

On that note. Thank you from my heart. Everyone enjoy something about today. This wonderful and also dratted irritating annoying disappointing - but amazingly wonderful life we are cursed and blessed with x x

One mixed up annoyed relieved sad happy MintZhi - I don't even want to put one of those lovely happy bouncy smiley things here - grrrr - ha ha

Thank you so much - for the advice - for the care - and for the encouragement!!!

Ganoderma shared the paste recipe with me earlier so I've 'worn' it most of the day!

My pulse readings are SO inconsistent

That was Saturday - now it's Sunday!! Pulse still inconsistent. Right now:-
Left - light touch - top finger ( nearest to wrist) strong and same finger deep strong
Same on the other side

Have decided not to go away. Don't feel up to it. Will take the mega doses and rest up this week.

Thank you for your kind excellent help. :)

I'm thrilled with the two recipes. I'm excited to make them tomorrow.

Thank you so much x x :)

Can hardly wait for the benefits :) .

I'm sorry that I haven't reported how I am.
My anonymity has gone and I haven't wanted to say how I feel ;/ however I here appeal to the person I'm referring to - to NOT read what I put on the forum. I won't read hers!!!!! Then I have to leave that with her and hope she respects my request to give me the freedom I need to be honest!! And get the help I so need!! Thanks S x

I took the half mega dose of Ganoderma for 9 days with plenty of spirulina and two cups of my soup and desert drink - which tastes DELICIOUS!! I now take plenty spirulina (about 6 g) one cup of my soup two spoons Ganoderma and my desert drink.

Though I occasionally get hot - it is nothing like it was. I felt like a living volcano - but only occasionally now!! My sleep is still inconsistent. I rarely put my head on the pillow and sleep eight hours. Last night I probably slept from 3:30-7:30 but then I was lucky enough to fall asleep again til 10:30. I've lost my sleep pattern. Sometimes if I'm very tired I'll go to bed at 10:30 but then wake at 11:30 and am awake most of the night.

I do understand that I'm dealing with an unusual problem for my body. I have to add this to give a fuller picture. My body is traumatized from occult abuse which included programming for me to not be able to escape and be ok. My therapist is brilliant and is experienced with this - I need patience and to keep going with the complicated de-programming!!!

For you guys to be able to do what you can to help me - support systems - feed systems etc these are my symptoms at the moment.

Although I fill my time with listening to and watching very positive things, appreciating what I have, understanding and seeing all the help I've received so trusting that will carry on etc etc -

I struggle with worry, fear sadness - I think I shed tears on and off all day yesterday, my sister just had a big talk with me and made me see that I actually have agoraphobia - a fear of being out and in public!!! I was rather defensive of this but unfortunately she s right. I'm ok seeing only a few people and only when I build up the ability/courage or whatever to be with them. Also shopping. I think I can do that but I'm getting worse in that for days I can't go then suddenly I can!! Then I can talk with people and I wonder - what's wrong with me - why can't I always do this. But to see that person AGAIN would be too scary!!!

So I'm a bit of a mess aren't i?? Very hard to admit!!! I see the cup half full rather than half empty but I need to see reality too - which is also scary!!!

Ok - I have something positive to listen to now so I'll thank you for listening to me here and thank you for being concerned and helping me.

Sorry about this and thanks to you all x x x

Ooooh I'm so sorry!!! How rude of me!!! Your remedy for my eye is an excellent sign that you guys know what you are doing!!! Cold sores are normally impossible things - take forever to dry up - painful itchy etc.

With the salve that you told me to make - the eye had improved within a few days and was TONS better within a week. Well done you guys and THANKS. Just a tiny tiny scar left but I haven't carried on making and using the ointment. My fault!!!

My shoulder neck and lower back continue to plague me I'm afraid. There is SOME improvement with my shoulder - I also have regular deep massage etc for this problem. My neck I think nearly always hurts me. I continuously (almost!!) use heated cherry stones round my neck. The leek and ginger didn't help and it became a nuisance to keep trying with it. My shoulder/ arm is still very restricted in movement.

I need to go get my results from the MRT - I just have to pick up courage to go!!!!

Thanks for your care and help.

Thank you for your reply.

I use the Gano massage oil on my face. I will put the oil on other parts of my body - I really dislike its smell - sorry - I'll see if it helps to add an aromatherapy oil!!!

My whole torso and legs feel SO uncomfortable. I've never had a weight problem (i have had blessings in my life too!!! :) ) but I'm bloated, full of wind again and feel like I've got water in my thighs and belly. My clothes are tight and it's uncomfortable bending down. Plus my appendix keeps hurting!!! Maybe toxins are not being ousted from my body!!! I feel like not eating for a few days!!! Hate being hungry though!!!

I picked the courage up (after a week) to go to the Osteopath to get my MRT results. I felt I was going to have a panic attack in the waiting room. I didn't. I understand panic attacks. I thought - so what if I do - and breathed deeply.

The results show wear and tear on the neck spinal discs so the nerve is pinched (or whatever) in the hole I have to go to a neurological dr to see if it needs to be operated on. Bit of a pain. (Ha ha!!) My neck hurts or aches most of the time.

I still can't mix with people but this week I've actually felt lonely and fed up on my own!!!! I think that's a good sign after managing that for two years. I've needed the time to process and clear etc the real problem. (Still do) (I don't say my prob..... - I don't claim it!!!) And actually it's getting a bit harder. Oh well. I'm sure the end is in sight!!!

I haven't been drinking enough water because warm water makes me nauseous. Anyway I'll fathom that problem out from NOW!!!

I wish you and your husband the very best with DXN Berlin. I believe it is in the right hands!!!!! Especially with your knowledge of the body and products. Probably your husband will do more of the business side. But however it works - ALL THE VERY BEST - very exciting :)

Thank you for your diligence!!!
Thank you for my new recipe!

I'm not always hungry.

I meant that because I feel full and bloated I thought " it might be a good idea to not eat for a few days - just drink" but I don't WANT to feel hungry.

I only say that because it might influence my soup recipe.

I mixed orange and cedar wood with the oil. If it helps - the smell isn't so important is it. Thanks for explaining why!!!

Thank you very much LingZhi and Dr Lim and Ganoderma x x x